If you must die, sweetheart..

Die knowing your life was my lifes best part.."
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Today was hard. Today.. I had to say goodbye to my dear little Xena.
She passed away this morning, and I've been crying ever since.
Drawing this picture was very hard.  I had to stop several times.
It wasn't the same without her sitting on my lap, purring and wobbling about..
It hurt so much to look down and not see my dear little Ween looking back at me.
It hurt to not hear her scream at me for my pasta while I ate it.
It hurt to go upstairs and not see her sitting on my bed..
this whole day has hurt.. and going to bed, too, will hurt.
But, I know she'll be there. For I know that shes still there.
My eyes just dont have the power to see her.
<3 
Thank you all for your kindness and support Today has been bloody hard.
This time I couldnt just fix it with a cup of tea and a game of portal (lol)
But today would've been a lot worse, if I was dealing with it alone.
Thank you all <3
Terrors episode three will be dedicated to Xena, and she'll get a few background appearances. 
I look forward to sharing more of the story with you. But right now.. I need to rest.